how it feels

anxiety feels like your whole body is racing, your mind, your heart , and you can’t keep up with it even if you are trying as everyone around you always tells you, try they said , i hate these words, no one knows what it feels like if they don’t have it , we are trying every second of the day to seem normal , because i don’t want anyone to notice it on me , i don’t want empathy or pitty, i wanna be normal, funny thing i forgot how normal feels like … i’m desperate for any kind of help , anxiety ruins you on every aspect if you don’t face it , but the thing is no one knows how long we have to face it until it goes away , just face it and wait , that’s the only plan .